I've literally gotten down to the last cent in my bank account.
No idea how I'm going to pay for my bills in the month of August. Thankfully, Obama is covering my grocery shopping [if you know what I mean *fart noise*]. I gave up on contacting the unemployment offices because I always get these answers "Your case is pending" or "Due to heavy call volume, we cannot accept your call. Please, try again later."
This morning however, I decided to pay the unemployment offices a visit. Why? They'll probably tell me nothing of value. I stand corrected because I finally got an answer: I'll be receiving benefits starting Friday or Monday. Seriously, perfect timing. But, why wouldn't it be perfect timing? The definition of God is "perfect timing." He provides for you when you need it, not when you want it.
It made me feel ashamed I ever doubted Him actually. I haven't felt stress or anxiety since I was saved but for some reason, the past few days have been HEAVY. Non-stop criticisms from friends and family, my rapidly dwindling funds winking me in the face, and an unnecessary cough that's been cramping my style. Those things made me wonder if I really am protected.
How dare I question Him.
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